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need of translator here..

Dichtung ist Schicksal, und kein Handwerk, später verglich ich die Poesie mit einem "vergesenen Haus"..

Dok pronađeš..

In March, my husband gets up at five in the morning. He brushes his teeth, washes his face, puts on a pair of jeans, a hoodie, a brown corduroy jacket and a pair of trainers, kisses me and takes the bus to a nearby island. At the beginning of his forty-minute ride, he bids his fellow passengers a:

– G’mornin’.

Every morning, when he arrives on the island, he pulls on a pair of rubber trousers reaching up to his belly. They are braced, bright yellow trousers. You are my sunshine, is what I say to him in the morning. He puts on the Wellingtons which he has brought from home. He walks into the semi-open hangar and strews salt and pours brine on anchovies and sardines. This he does with his gloves off, for small fish are delicate, they break easily. In the semi-open hangar, spring mornings are chilly. It’s quite cold, darling, is what he says to me.

The fish arrives in big plastic buckets. It’s salted fresh only. It’s salted whole, after it’s been drained of blood. It’s salted with koshering sea salt. It’s salted till October. My husband lines them up neatly, fishy after fishy next to fishy, puts salt between them, pours brine over them, lids them up then puts weights on the lid. Sardines are oilier, and the white crates in which they are kept soon turn brown with oil.

Every night, round seven, my husband sits in the tub, in a magnolia-scented bath, and rubs his fingers with lemon. After that he bends his knees, puts his head on the edge of the tub and takes a kip. Later, when we make love, he doesn’t touch me with his brown palms. He rests his elbows on the pillow and kisses me with his cracked lips, his palms facing upwards. We don’t breathe. Our bed is like a ship in a ship breaking yard, such are his cries, such are his snarls when we make love. It is almost morning, my husband whispers and sinks into sleep. He can’t stretch his legs in the bed, the wooden footboard gets in the way. I lie like a closed oyster, light and firm. Sleepless, I stare through the crack in my shell at his neck where wrinkles form a pattern like those on a sock. We never switch sides.

The hangar is like a tiger, he says, that sea is its swimming pool.

Sometimes I hear him whimpering in his sleep when he’s having a nightmare. In his dream, he slips into the mouth of the tiger, lands on the beast’s wet tongue, in his jeans and hoodie, and he can’t get up no matter what, nobody hears him, nobody reaches out their hand, everyone just keeps working in silence, and he’s wriggling and I don’t know if I should wake him up and tell him it’s all just a dream. I don’t know, I’m not sure.

He is so beautiful when he sleeps. If I were a big woman, I would sit on him with all my weight and strangle him like a two-day old kitten.

In the morning I bid him a G’mornin’.

My husband is burly, and when he walks, it’s as if his steps are yawning. He stumbles over me as if over a pet. I sometimes hide behind a tree and wait for him to turn around. Or leave. If we’re going to a birthday party, I’m the one who wraps and carries the present. If he’s had a lot of wine, the room takes on a smell which makes me put on my shoes and walk up and down the street. If we don’t go out, he washes up and rubs his fingers with coffee dregs, and divines. He says great beasts will devour us on a safari.

The fish arrives in big plastic buckets. It’s salted fresh only. It’s salted whole, after it’s been drained of blood. It’s salted with koshering sea salt. It’s salted till October. My husband lines them up neatly, fishy after fishy next to fishy, puts salt between them, pours brine over them, lids them up then puts weights on the lid.

Today, instead of the Wellingtons, he took his blue flip-flops to work. In the morning he said, I’m taking my blue flip-flops. He slipped in the hangar, fell, wallowed in the brine and laughed. When he got up, he salted everything that needed salting. Lidded it up and placed the weights. He took his big rubber trousers out in the sun, hosed them down and lit up a cigarette. On his ride home, no one would sit next to him. As if the others smell nicer, he texted me.

I didn’t reply. Tonight I’ll paint my face white and my lips black to make it easier for him to read them.

He came home at five in the afternoon, the sun was already down, our feet were already swollen. We ate some potatoes and two chicken drumsticks each. Two coffee cups were left in the sink, unwashed. I took him to the beach, we slowly stepped into the shallows, till the sea reached my breasts. He started swimming, swam a circle round me, then turned on his back, stuck his white belly out and stopped moving. I took him into my arms and carried him across the sea, between the land and the offing. Away from the island. He hugged me, laughed, brought his large feet together and splashed on the surface. With his flowing hair and gleaming skin, he looked like a merman. It is almost autumn, he whispered.

bože dragi koji dijalog..

kic wrote:


bože dragi koji dijalog..

A vidii ga! :-) To je onaj Filozof (Brice Parain) iz Vivre Sa Vie. Scena s Annom Karinom. :-)

" ‘Suddenly I don’t know what to say. It happens to me a lot. I think first about whether they’re the right words. But when the moment comes to speak, I can’t say it. Why must one always talk? I think one should often just keep quiet, live in silence. The more one talks, the less the words mean.’

-My Life to Live, 1962-

da! gledao sam ovaj film: http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0064612/

i onda ovaj gornji dijalog bio kao ekstra dodatak na dvdu.. lijepo su si porazgovarali :^^

kic wrote:
da! gledao sam ovaj film: http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0064612/

i onda ovaj gornji dijalog bio kao ekstra dodatak na dvdu.. lijepo su si porazgovarali :^^

Pokusavam odgledati taj razgovor ali ne ide mi putem moba. Spremih ga pa cu na kompu. :-)

Dobar film? Filozofican?

filozofičan, sami dijalozi.. :)

Jean-Louis: You come here a lot?
Vidal: Almost never. And you?
Jean-Louis: I've never set foot in here before.
Vidal: And yet our paths cross right here. How strange.
Jean-Louis: On the contrary. Our ordinary paths never cross. Therefore, the point of intersection must be outside those ordinary paths. I've dabbling in mathematics in my spare time. It would be fun to calculate our chances of meeting in a two-month period.
Vidal: Can it be done?
Jean-Louis: It's a matter of data and how you handle it. Provided the data exists. Obivously, if I don't know where a person lives or works I can't work out the odds of running into them.

Ithildin wrote:

kic wrote:A vidii ga! :-) To je onaj Filozof (Brice Parain) iz Vivre Sa Vie. Scena s Annom Karinom. :-)

" ‘Suddenly I don’t know what to say. It happens to me a lot. I think first about whether they’re the right words. But when the moment comes to speak, I can’t say it. Why must one always talk? I think one should often just keep quiet, live in silence. The more one talks, the less the words mean.’

-My Life to Live, 1962-

Jedan od tri filma čiji mi plakati vise uokvireni na zidu.

ok wow

iako imam osjećaj da bih pogodio druga dva! :^^

Vegvísir wrote:

Ithildin wrote:

kic wrote:A vidii ga! :-) To je onaj Filozof (Brice Parain) iz Vivre Sa Vie. Scena s Annom Karinom. :-)

" ‘Suddenly I don’t know what to say. It happens to me a lot. I think first about whether they’re the right words. But when the moment comes to speak, I can’t say it. Why must one always talk? I think one should often just keep quiet, live in silence. The more one talks, the less the words mean.’

-My Life to Live, 1962-

Jedan od tri filma čiji mi plakati vise uokvireni na zidu.

Idemo pogađati preostala dva! :D Bergman i Jodorowsky (The Holly Mountain)?

Bergman i Mario Kovač

šalim se, Bergo sigurno, i Truffaut vjerojatno..

Ti je bolje poznaješ, ali možda si u krivuu. :)

ja ću si ovaj jednom uzeti poster: http://imgc.allpostersimages.com/images/P-473-488-90/56/5666/7F5UG00Z/posters/stalker-french-style.jpg

kic wrote:
ja ću si ovaj jednom uzeti poster: http://imgc.allpostersimages.com/images/P-473-488-90/56/5666/7F5UG00Z/posters/stalker-french-style.jpg

:)

Kad sam već kod Jodorowskog..






Dijalektička potraga. :)

You are seven years old. You are a man. Bury your first toy and your mother's picture.

Bergmana ste (kakva li čuda! ) pogodili. Persona

Treći je Buñuelov Belle de Jour.

Zapravo sam tad htjela uzeti još i Truffautove Domicile conjugal (Bed & Board) i Les Quatre cents coups (The 400 Blows), Hardyjev The Wicker Man i Tarkovskijev Stalker, al' u tom trenutku ih nije bilo. 

Ithildin wrote:Kad sam već kod Jodorowskog..






Dijalektička potraga. :)

Odavno nisam gledala nešto od Jodorowskog... Baš bih se mogla malo prisjetiti!

Vegvísir wrote:

Ithildin wrote:Kad sam već kod Jodorowskog..



Dijalektička potraga. :)

Odavno nisam gledala nešto od Jodorowskog... Baš bih se mogla malo prisjetiti!

Hajdemo Dinu! :D Mljac! Najbolji nepostojeći film ikada!

Nego, prije nekoliko dana došla sam do informacije da će se Denis Villeneuve prihvatiti režiranja adaptacije Dine. S obzirom da dotični ima iza sebe meni odličan Arrival, a ispred sebe Blade Runner 2049., ovome se poprilično radujem. :)


I iako su Lyncha dočekali "na nož", taj mi je njegov film opako šarmantan. :)

(Oprosti, još nisam pročitala onaj članak, ali hoću do kraja tjedna.)






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Vegvísir wrote:Bergmana ste (kakva li čuda! ) pogodili. Persona

Treći je Buñuelov Belle de Jour.

Zapravo sam tad htjela uzeti još i Truffautove Domicile conjugal (Bed & Board) i Les Quatre cents coups (The 400 Blows), Hardyjev The Wicker Man i Tarkovskijev Stalker, al' u tom trenutku ih nije bilo. 

Belle de Jour? Ma daj! :) Nikada ne bih pogodila, priznajem. The Wicker Man također mi je prošao umom. :)